The good news is that I am stronger and happier than I have been. I adore my boys and they have literally saved me, along with the love and support of my parents. Friends have been major as well. The ex has been one in which I am glad to be done with. I didn't know it, but after a lot of soul searching and praying, we just are two way different people. One who is selfish and arrogant and it took a lot for me to really realize it but it is true.
That person can't help it. That is the way they are. They are incapable of change, straight from the horses mouth. I can change. I am joyful, straight from my soul. I am drawn to light and joy from others, my kids, my friends, new friends and so on. I am not letting the latest yo-yo from the ex bring me down which is a big step.
I am growing and thriving :)
After two years of intense emotional pain, fear and loneliness, I am about to the finish line. I am so happy to be there. The journey has been hard and no doubt I will have moments of weakness or steps back. But, I am always moving forward. I have plans, I have a life, I have beautiful children, I have God. I am very grateful.
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