Sunday, August 30, 2015

18 months of HELL

Have you been to the depths of hell on earth? Have you been so heartbroken that you don't think you will ever survive? That your heart will ever heal from its thousands of shattered fragments?  That is me.  I don't see light. I see darkness.  One person can betray and hurt you more than any other soul and that is your spouse. When that happens, your world is shattered and you lose your identity. Of what you thought you are and were.

18 months I have lived this hell.  I am surrounded by great friends and family but nothing compares to having your family back and that won't happen for me.

It makes for unbearable pain.